New Year, new thinking..

[Coly23]

Sorry everyone, if you want to read my post hit the quick quote button!

Thanks for the visit AP and for telling me about the quick quote button! I feel guilty because he has kind off just run with it and sorted everything out but I also do feel very uncomfortable. I have thought about why and I have come to this conclusion:

H has never really explained to me the reasons why he fell out of love with me. Therefore I feel that every time we have any contact I might do something inadvertently which makes him feel justified. For example I accept his money to pay for the oven service and he thinks I'm still quite needy and that could have been the reason why he does not love me.

I hate feeling this way.

Anyway, I am not going to take him up on his offer. I'm just not going to mention it to him again and if he says anything I will say that I have already paid it!

Phew!