I have scoured these forums to find ANYBODY who has had a W leave, not contact their LBS and then come back, I haven't seen a single example.
Ballast if you have been reading these stitches you will see that ItHurts had NC with W for 4 years and now he is in the process of possibly recon but he is also in a better frame of mind to handle it. It will be something he chooses to want not need. Ballast I am like you I wake up for the purposes of serving my family. It was my dream come true and now it is shattered. As the board advocates focus on your self and your D -not only will you become better but it is the best survival technique available. Stay Well!!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18