Maika, you haven't talked so much about what your wife is up to in recent posts. Do you know anything about her current state? Is she living alone? Does she seem happy? I'm just curious because it's so odd that she hasn't fluctuated or showed signs of reconsidering as many here seem to describe of their spouses long after BD.
In any case, it's great that you feel you're improving and getting to a better place. I'm curious to see what will happen if you decide to file for divorce. It seems like either way things will get better and better - either your wife will wake up and will finally do the hard work or you'll get divorced and be ready for an amazing new relationship. I talk in my post about my reservations about dating or meeting someone new but you sound like someone who can go out and easily connect with great women and navigate the dating the scene.
I'm also curious since you've mentioned being somewhere from South Asia (I assume) - what is your parents' role in everything that's been happening?
