Hi Maika, hope you are having fun GALing. Just wanted to say thanks for suggesting to read up on Benito's thread. Although I couldnt get his entire sitch, the positives listed there added a tiny little bounce to my step. It is a good read for all newbies.
As for my sitch, yes I am trying to get on the bull still, but slowly and steadily I will rein it in and lead it well but for now it keeps throwing me off balance every other day.