I cant get the puppy dog got caught eating a shoe look she game me the day after she had the affair (a month before i knew) whe nshe had been gone all night the night before, and wasnt home when S3 and i got up, so she was at home alone all day wondering where i was when she came home from F*****g OM that morning. When i got home at 4pm after taking S3 to the fair all day, she had been trying to get in touch with me like crazy all day. When i finally got home that day she gave me the aformentioned puppy look and asked for a big hug.

This is the day i should have disocvered DB.
If i had gone dark that day, things would have been a lot different.

I gotta stop with these "if i hads" and "what if i's"


M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds