Future plans? Work. Get out of debt. Get the band playing shows again. Start another band or two. Record an album. Go back to college.
I do have plans, but honestly, I've always had those plans. Even with her here.
It's a lot of pain, absolutely. But yes. I definitely want her back, and to me it's worth all of the pain in the world. Although I'd love to be able to NOT have to hurt. Heh. But I realize that anything worth having is worth fighting for, and when you have to fight, you'll get hurt...even if you win.
I'm wanting her to choose to be with me. I'm not begging her to come back.
