Kids had their last school-day today before summer vacation, and we have had a tradition to celebrate it as a family by going to lunch somewhere together. Traditions are important to our kids and so we decided to go this year as well just the four of us despite our situation with WW.
It did not take too long and we actually had quite positive, nice lunch. This is my week with kids, and I am almost 100% confident that WW came from OM based in the direction she came from. Well, I have mentally accepted that she is dating others, so it is what it is. I kept my cool and actually while we were together, I felt emotionally ok. However afterwards I feel that I still have much to do with my emotions and detachment from WW.
I sure miss our time together, but I have not brought up any of these emotions lately, and I am not going to. But I have to admit that after seeing WW today, I have great need to say to her that dont you see that I would be the best man for you? I know exactly what you need to be happy! I know how to make you feel loved and appreciated, and I have tools and motivation to do that! Nobody knows this better than I!
Of course I will not say this to her, but its how I feel. Does this sound familiar at all?
