D9 is having a hard time tonight. She really misses her mom and does not understand why she never comes around. I just told her mommy wants some time to herself right now to figure out what she wants. She asked what that meant and I told her she did not know if she wanted to be married to me and is trying to figure that out. D9 asks why, and the best answer I could come up with was I dont know. This little girl is breaking my heart. I gave her an ice cream cone and lots of hugs, and she seems to be doing better...
Me: 38 W:31 Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4 M: 10 years T:12 years BD:Jan 3, 2018 W moved out: Apr 13,2018 Filed for D: Jun 2018 D final: Sep 2019