D9 is having a hard time tonight. She really misses her mom and does not understand why she never comes around. I just told her mommy wants some time to herself right now to figure out what she wants. She asked what that meant and I told her she did not know if she wanted to be married to me and is trying to figure that out. D9 asks why, and the best answer I could come up with was I dont know. This little girl is breaking my heart. I gave her an ice cream cone and lots of hugs, and she seems to be doing better...


Me: 38
W:31
Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4
M: 10 years
T:12 years
BD:Jan 3, 2018
W moved out: Apr 13,2018
Filed for D: Jun 2018
D final: Sep 2019

"Surrender to the Flow"...