Are you working with an IC? It really sounds like you could use that sort of help. This is an extremely tough situation and it is clear how emotional you are, even through the filter of the internet.
Read the detachment thread. Print it out. Highlight what applies to you. It is the most important thing you can do for yourself right now.
Hang in there. This [censored]. We all know because we are living it or have lived it in the past. You can do it.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
