Update- Got up early - said my prayers and devotionals. Went to the gym had a good workout. Came home walked my dog then did some job hunting. I have an interview with another company tomorrow. Met up with my Ss buddy dad. He said His Ware going to S and W and him were high school sweethearts and when she came out of school for dental hygene she was 40k in debt which he pretty much paid off. Now that he is struggling to find work because a lay off-she has gone and met a younger guy at the gym. He is hurting too. I had a healthy dinner with S then I went cycling in the hills for 2hrs did 48k. Funny thing happened - I was cycling headed up a hill into rain . I wanted to push myself as if this is my new journey uphill by myself. As I ride the top crest rain pours down at the same time a wave of emotion comes over me and I start to cry as if this is MY JOURNEY - one which I must conquer. Finished off my ride to have S waiting for me at the front asking me how it went. I said lets get you a bike and you can enjoy it too. To which he replied - No, I'm good!
It's moments like these that can give you strength to perservere.
Anyways tomorrow is another day - I have an interview and then the therapist with S and W.
Blessings and Stay Well!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18
