Not gonna lie. Yesterday was kind of a struggle. For some reason, I had W on my mind a lot. Took up a lot of headspace. After I put the kids to bed, I went out for a little GAL and hung out with some friends at the local open mic. It was just what I needed. Even got some attention from a few ladies. I was not out looking for any, but they approached me and I had a few nice conversations. It reminded me that there are a lot of great and normal women out there and how bat $hit crazy W is. Got her off of my mind real quick. Starting to come to the realization more and more each day that this whole thing may be a blessing in disguise...
Me: 38 W:31 Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4 M: 10 years T:12 years BD:Jan 3, 2018 W moved out: Apr 13,2018 Filed for D: Jun 2018 D final: Sep 2019