Good luck with the job! I'm sure you will find it a distraction for a bit. Don't look too far ahead, focus on today, as it is a present, the past gone and tomorrow is the future and one we can't predict. It will unfold the way the man upstairs wants it to unfold.
Enjoy your last few days before starting work.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.