Got an email from my new work place, I have induction on Tuesday morning and then start work on Wednesday, I am looking forward to having a distraction from my head and having something to do.

h emailed me tonight, he asked about my new job, my living situation and then asked if i can let him know how much he still has left to pay me as he is looking at his finances.

I have replied, kept it very short, answered his questions and then added that he is welcome to text me if he still has my number - his email and my reply would have been a fairly short text.

So good for stepping back for a while and letting him mull the new contact over, this week has been very confusing for me. I am not sure where this is leading; is he heading towards d conversations or just trying to find a way of being friends, he isn't giving anything away, but today's interaction put a knot in my stomach, i am feeling uneasy. That will teach me for poking the fire and igniting an ember huh.

Anyway, I am planning to enjoy my last few days off before I start work again, its been a while since I had to get up in the morning, and this is a 6.30am start job so I will be getting up in the dark ugh, not so keen on cold winter mornings !! I have had a look at houses today, not many around at the moment, but I wont be looking to move for a few weeks, I may as well make the most of the cheap rent I am paying s, although my room does not have heating so I dont want to stay here too much longer.

Nothing Stays the Same - so very true.

Love n Hugs xoxo