MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART VIII

[ItHurts]

I think Joejoe gave me a revelation. You know what? I am still DBing her come to think of it. Mainly because I don't see her as throwing herself at me but at this point I guess it's hard to dispute. It's just that she is always sure to say things that reference us as two people who failed at a romantic relationship and are friends now. Sure I don't expect a woman to lead me to make a move...but I also don't expect her to lead me not to either. And I get a dose of both from her which confuses me. It's also the reason I think people have such polar opposite views on how I should handle this. She sends mixed signals constantly. But yes, you are right. I am still DBing her out of habit I guess. This site and the book were my lifeline for so long during that awful time in 2014 that I feel secure DBing I guess. I perceive it like a protection for me that keeps me strong because I wouldn't be where I am today without this site and my book.