Can I really do this #2

[Dtrmned]

Couldn't sleep last night.
Just concerned on my next steps.
Am I doing what is right for myself and my family and how will my W be involved (in or out)? I know this isn't my choice presently, but could be quickly.
Is there a way by waiting that my MR might be saved?
Would asking her to do the 2 day intensive with Michelle be a good or bad idea?
Nothing good or bad happened last night.
W is detaching more so I left her alone and watched a movie with my D. GREAT TIME! and we got to chat a bit as well. I really love my kids. I think the problem is it was a bit of a sappy romance movie that reminded me a lot of my MR and the happiness for the past and sadness for the present.
Got up, worked out a little extra, and here plugging away trying to figure this out.