Journaling:

Nothing new with the W except that I have not had any talks with her in the last week. Today was the first time she said hello to me and I politely said hello back. She has been trying to get my attention through talking to the kids, weird but I dont respond.

Went for a run this morning, got new headphones and they work great.

Friday night went out with friends from HS, in attendance were 5 of us with the other 4 guys being in the top 15 in our graduating class. One was our HS class pres. these are all top achievers. Two are Lawyers and both are very sucessful. the other two are executives with large companies. One of the Lawyers is working on D number 3 and doesnt care one bit. Says he will not try and be with someone who doesnt want to be with him.

D23 came to me and said Mom was being an idiot, I asked how? she said that anything mom says doesnt make any sense, that just even trivial things are all over the map. I said you need to take that up with mom. D23 said she was telling me bc she thinks something is mentally wrong with W. I said if there is it is something M has to address.

I have had some time off of work and it feels great. Been fixing things around the house and I really feel good with some minor projects being complete.


M:52 W:49
D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20
ILYBNILWY 5/28/17
Still living together
W filed 1/5/18
W moved out 8/24/18
D final 9/18/20