I'll take these feelings over those of hopelessness. There is a certain encouragement in knowing that things will never be as they were and that you now better see where they were wrong. Both in myself and the W as well as the dynamic.
In a way it's part of detachment, I believe.
Yea, I want things to work out. But if they don't I'll be just fine. New opportunities will arise.
M 53 W 54, M since 98 D15, D19 8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM until 10/14 7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR 12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.
