Thanks. When I broke down last week upon receiving the ex-students letter I think that that was in large part a release for me. I am being strong here and not allowing myself to wallow in cheeseless tunnels, so when I had the opportunity to release emotion for something else it came rushing out in torrents. I know there are ups and downs, it is just a process of managing the downs and surviving them.

Hey, Maika, do you have thoughts on the fundraising party I mentioned earlier. My sense is that you would say to go and enjoy and live my life as if she weren't around. I just worry because she is one of the hosts so to an extent it is an invasion of her space. Also I don't know if I can be as cool calm and collected as I want to be in that context, watching her dance and have a good time without me.


W 34 Me 42
Married 7 years together 8
0 kids 1 beloved dog
BD 4/6/2018
I moved out 4/7/2018
I moved back in alone 8/05/2018
I file 3/06/2019
D official 5/7/2019