AP, I completely understand where you are coming from. I am slowly becoming a bit cynical about this whole thing to and I, daily, swing from just throwing in the towel to wanting to continue to have hope. My biggest worry or concern is that there may be an OW tucked away somewhere and I am making a fool of myself. If that is the case then I will back away and leave him to it. I feel stronger now about finding our about an OW than I did even six months ago.
bttrfly, he texted me yesterday to say he will come over one day next weekend to do some more in the garage so I asked if he wanted to stay for a BBQ and he said that he would like that. I know I have been here before where I start to get needy and push him for more but it doesn't seem to stop him from accepting my invitations! This time though I am going to keep expectations to zero and just enjoy his company. I am praying to God that i can do this and not fall at the first hurdle!
Hope everyone had a great weekend!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
