MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART VIII

[ItHurts]

Hi Steve, no my friend she apparently liked the idea of me going to Vegas and then an hour later decided it wasn't a good idea because we may be with other people by then. That tells me she has something going on in her head. I mean maybe she onky wants a friendship and that's fine so long as we are able to hang out with no significant others. Understandably if both or either of us is with someone else then clearly hanging out would have to stop. She acknowledged this last night too and then followed it up with "It doesn't matter anyway as I'm taking a break from dating." She had claimed she is tired of the disappointments.

So even though my gut is telling me is conflicted internally in regards to me...that is just a feeling...nothing factual to back that up. Just some of the things she did give me this feeling...laying on my shoilder a couple times, sprawling her legs over me on the couch, running my back when I was coughing a couple times, and calling me into her bed this morning.

So I don't know if she's interested in me or not. There's evidence to support either theory. So on truth, in spite of all the time she spends with me now; I really have no idea what's in her heqd. She could be taking it slow with me or maybe she does just want friendship. That's the dilemma I am faves with my friend. Maybe others can see something I can't in all this.