Thanks guys. Today has been the hardest in a while. I feel weak and hopeless.

Can you any experts weigh in on the rock climbing? I really feel like if I show up without warning to somewhere I know she will be that will look like pursuit. But I also know that my head isn't screwed on right today

W 34 Me 42
Married 7 years together 8
0 kids 1 beloved dog
BD 4/6/2018
I moved out 4/7/2018
I moved back in alone 8/05/2018
I file 3/06/2019
D official 5/7/2019