I totally messed up. I was caught snooping. I lied about it but then I admitted that I was looking for a diary she wrote me about us that she would share with me. I apologized and she was not happy. Am I done? Deal breaker. Any advice?
No. You are not done. While this isn't good it is a small problem compared to the other problems in your MR. But snooping shows you have not come close to detaching. So you have work to do.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018