I have thought this and made decision than I will not compromise my values and go for meaningless sex with meaningless person. I am pretty sure it would make me feel emotionally empty afterwards and thats not what Im looking for right now. I have just taken my first baby steps towards life on my own and want to maintain my self respect even WW decided to choose her ways differently.
And speaking of WW, she is SO angry to me atm. Will see her again at Sunday when we switch turns with kids so maybe I journal then more how it went. But nevertheless she has some odd phase going on. Dont know if it is because I had pulled back or does she feel guilt... or maybe it has something to do with her new dating lifestyle IDK. But mad she is, like never before. I have just focused in maintaining my cool.
