When i am in a good mood i can see this, i can recognize that my "Spiraling Episodes" are less frequent and last less time. However when i am in the depths of one, it seems like it will never end and all is lost. Its a powerful negative draw on my emotions. Game nights are easily the biggest impact as i literally have to set my mind into that of a totally fictional character. Work is definitely my darkest time. Yesterday got really bad, cant really say why. I thought downs that low were behind me. [/quote]
Man do I feel you on this spiraling now depths so low but even though I know it will pass it is like death
M 40 W 34 Together 7 Married 2 No Kids BD 1/18 need space Moved out 2/18 ILYBNILWY & Asked for D 3/18 W filed for D 6/18 D final 10/18
