I guess just to continue the thread of What ifs here today. Maybe i need the consequences explained to understand, so bear with me here. Let me get these out here before / instead of at WW. These are all the questions plaguing me. i'm just gonna purge.
"Why did you do this? Why couldn't you have just talked to me and said you weren't happy?"
"How do you live with yourself? you cheated on me 3 weeks after we got married!"
"How do you really try and blame ME for this? you know you planned this and executed it all behind my back, and ran when i found out."
"How could you do this to your son, you clearly must have seen how badly this has effected him"
"Why did you even bother marrying me if you knew this was going to happen?"
"you said time after time back in the winter that "you didnt know" if you loved me anymore, if you wanted to be with me, if you wanted to come home. You did know. Why did you lie?"
"Did you EVER even love me?"
"How did i go from "The love of your life" to a tumor overnight? WTF Changed?"
Again, just purging so i dont do something rash and dumb.
P.S. I searched for Accuray's posts about WW's and i could find any specific to that. If anyone finds them, or if they can ask Accuray to look at my thread id appreciate it.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds