Since my last post, I have started IC, and also have been prescribed meds for severe depression. Both have began to give me clarity to see how our M has been very destructive on both sides for the last several years.
I am working on my own issues, and am no longer working towards recon. I have let her go and am moving forward with my life. It hurts me to know that addiction has taken away the person that I vowed to love and stand by forever, but, she is no longer that person.
M: 50 W: 47 No kids together M: 10 T: 11 BD #1: 12/14 R #1: 7/15 BD #2: 1/18 D Filed: 6/18/18 D Final: 01/28/19 Currently still in-house