One other thing OK. From what you've told us your WW is a piece of human garbage. She has shown no remorse, she asked to have a junk RO extended, she shacks up with OM and exposes your S3 to him willy-nilly.
So why spend one more minute wondering, worrying, contemplating, considering, and concentrating on what she thinks or feels?
you are not wrong but still.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO SHUT IT OFF. What more do i need to explain here? i real;ize youre not telling me to get over it, but yet again im being told not to think about it.
THAT IS WHAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO!!!
I feel you brother. Been there and done that. It [censored]. Again, the only thing that helped me was to get my mind occupied somehow. I know that is hard for you in your work environment. Hang in there, one day the highs will be longer and more frequent than the lows.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
Been there and done that. It [censored]. Again, the only thing that helped me was to get my mind occupied somehow. I know that is hard for you in your work environment. Hang in there, one day the highs will be longer and more frequent than the lows.