Getting constantly blown off, ignored and stood up for dates isn't helping either.

I'm lonely as hell, yet becoming very disenfranchised and frustrated with the way I've been treated by other women.

the modern trend of "ghosting" when you become uninterested in a date is pretty harmful to self esteem. Just tell me you made other plans.
Getting stood up $uck$.
Having women never reply to a message once they know yore a parent $uck$.

i feel cursed.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds