I gave her all the things she wanted, and once she had them all she was just like "Nope, NVM
Trust me....my EW could do anything she wanted. Nails, hair, happy hours, new car, trips to Vegas and NY with her friends, I could continue on but none of that mattered and I am here just like everyone else.
You will never make sense of what happened. TBH it is best if you just move on with your life. Easier said than done, I know but in the long run you will be better off for it.
It really [censored] and I spent many sleepless and hungry nights just wanting to know what the F just happened to me. One year later I still have no clue.