OK, you will drive yourself nuts wondering those things. I know, I've been there.
A very unknown band Arcade (lead singer from Ratt) put it like this:
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Is it a crime Wastin' my time I'll tell you my friend
Till the very end
Havin' you close Right by my side You're the only one The only one
Remember the time We ran away I think back today Ya know we couldn't stay
You took me so far Wished on a star What am I gonna do So far away from you
How can something so good Turn out so bad Make you so sad Would you understand If I could take all the tears I've cried thru the years Would you understand
When I'm alone What's there to say There's nobody home They've gone out to play I sit by the phone Wait for your call But it never came It came too late
How can something so good Turn out so bad Make you so sad Would you understand If I could take all the tears I've cried thru the years Would you understand
Only if you can see You'd be so proud of me I'll see you in heaven I've made up my mind Life does go on When you're goin' strong You can do no wrong
How can something so good Turn out so bad Make you so sad Would you understand If I could take all the tears I've cried thru the years Would you understand
How can something so good Turn out so bad Make you so sad Would you understand If I could take all the tears I've cried thru the years Would you understand
Good song, but the point is clear. We always wonder this. None of this stuff makes sense. And there is no one answer. It is something that happens slowly over time, like soil erosion. From day to day you can't see a difference but then over time you find that the ground that once was beneath you is gone.
But you aren't alone. We all wonder that. I think the need to understand is like any other problem solving issue. If we can understand what went wrong we can either fix it, or prevent it from happening again. But there are some people that cannot be fixed. No matter if you get to the root cause or not.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
