Gotdie #19: patience, trust...and hope

[Gordie]

So w has not been attending any kids events for the last few months

Earlier this week she came to one late

I had saved her a seat but she stood in the back

She also left early so did not see her

Seems like she is okay with private dates

But still does not want to be seen in public with me

While some may say this is teenager ish

My teens always sit with me

So expectations

I guess I do not expect her at these events any more

But I guess I expected that if she showed up she would sit with me

Just a reminder that no

Things are not normal

Still a long way to go

Keep expectations at zero

So I will keep living my life and pushing forward

And hope some day she can catch up