Can I really do this #2

[Dtrmned]

Thanks Steve.
Just an update to get the thoughts out of my head.

S had his 6th grade graduation today. Both W and I went, rode together, and talked and mingled with other parents after like nothing was going on. Other than that, fairly chilly between us. I didn't volunteer any conversation and just responded (politely) when she did. After we got home she said that she was going to have a family dinner for him tonight. "ok" was my response.

After, I get the email from my W that usually takes a week after school ends to get. My D still has a half day tomorrow, but the gist of the email was "your kids are crazy and running around the house!" Knew she wasn't going to like her space infringed upon, but didn't think it was going to be this quick. In her email she said she was checking on dates to get in front of a mediator. I simply responded sure, just let me know and we can get a date. She sent back, well I guess this week is out, I will call and see if they have something next week. She is in a big hurry then puts it off! I kind of laughed to myself and just responded that they want some paperwork filled out prior to us going. She said "we pretty have it all filled out". We do not, we had a small conversation where we agreed on just a very few issues. So NO we have nothing filled and/or worked out. I didn't say this to her, just responded "ok".

Both kids out of school either now or by 11am tomorrow. Let's see how this goes! W is still having issues and is not sleeping. She was up at very early the last few days. I don't know if these are medical, mental (anxiety to our sitch) or what, but you can tell she is just drained. Kids didn't need lunch today, so I spent an extra 45 on the treadmill this morning. 8 miles in before 7 am, not a bad start to the day!

HAVE to find something to do with the kids this weekend especially since it is a holiday weekend. May go to a park or a canyon for a hike so as not to start a financial discussion and issues.

My S was awesome today! So proud of him! I hate that my kids are going through this. And that it is probably going to get worse before it gets better.

I will be the lighthouse and the rock.