Most of us have been in that stage where everything feels upside-down and we feel useless and of no benefit to anyone. It is normal. But it is also not permanent. It is a stage, a normal stage, that anyone in this situation would go through. You will get past it as well, as hard as it is to believe right now. You have reservoirs of strength that you don't even know, and you have people in your life who love you and care about you deeply. Reach out to them (not the H). Cultivate those positive relationships in your life. They will help you in the process of emerging from this darkness.
You can and will make it through this.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
