Thanks for trying to get it...

Yes, exactly since I have been married and I never even flirted with other women.

What it comes to if I want to have some physical my body says yes but my brain says its weird. That was my point if more experienced DBers have experience if it disturbs healing.

Guess that is individual though...


M: 39 W:39
S: 13 D:9
T: 15 M:14
ILYBINILWY: 5/2016
Separation: 1/2018
OM confirmed: 2/2018