Truth Dart Journaling:

Ex: texted this morning that a distant family member had died. His WAS/MLC'er had left him and their son years ago and remarried, but pretty much had disowned the son.

EX: she was surprised how the son is now basically parent-less and it's very sad.

me: I said it was a shame how she could just up and leave like that.

ex: I know. I can't even imagine.

Me: totally selfish

ex: selfish and unimaginable. I don't know how you can just stop loving your child.

me: she is totally lost in a selfish quest for a perfect relationship. Perfection is unattainable. We should completely love those and be happy with those that God gave us. People that love us unconditionally.

ex: I don't know why that relationship can't include her child though.

I guess she doesn't see a correlation to her behavior since she is super mom. Weird. Half baked/twice baked/raw in the middle. Maybe we will never know. It is odd how some things seem so clear to us at times, but at others they are way too cloudy.


Me 49 W46
T25 M22
S22 D18 S13
W had EA Apr-Jul 2016
Dropped Bomb 7/9/16
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HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17
Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!