Your son sounds depressed

Understandably

You may qualify for free assistance through your school

Or a social worker

You sound so alone

I wish you had more help for you first

For your kids second

What support do you have for you

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving