SnJ -- It means a lot to me that you are following my thread. I read yours too and pray for you. I love what a rock you are to your kids and family and how you keep up your sense of humor and joy. I haven't been able to write much lately because I am working so much. Even with all that work, can't make ends meet and wondering if I will have to sell our house after all. the MLC'er living beyond his means really is a contagious disease; I think I have spent so long waiting for better days that I never really faced the fact that I can't singlehandedly on my really low salary pay all our debts.


I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.