Progress report...I have no idea how this is going.
I got laid off from my job today. She found out and texted me to see if I was ok, and asked me to stop by her work and see her.
So I did.
I dressed up, was positive and upbeat...and her conclusion is that I'm doing the things she needed me to do for years...and I'm clearly better off without her.
I'm actually better off without the medications that were keeping me messed up inside.
She's not seeing that part of the equation. That's the hard part. I believe she's still trying to justify leaving, which from what I understand is just part of the script.
It's hard to tell exactly what's going on. I'm hoping that there are positive changes coming...but I really don't know. It's really difficult to navigate this.
Does anyone have any experience with that? Should I stay the course? Give up?
I don't want to give up. I'm making myself better. I'm doing the things I need to do to make sure I'm okay.
I can't tell if it's a speed bump or a brick wall.
