My son played another show a few nights ago. Someone must have said something to XW because THIS time, she avoided me. Last time, she went out of her way to talk to me. She's just weird.
I still feel down every now and then, but most of the time I'm good. Had an episode about a week ago. I was just feeling very alone. With the exception of my boys and lady friend, I really have nobody. Most of the time, I'm good, but sometimes it just really hits me.
I've joined a gym and try to work out 4 days a week. I haven't lost too much weight though and the doctor says it is because of the Insulin that I take. (Thanks Diabetes.)
In about three weeks, I'll be celebrating the one year anniversary of my heart attack. Not really anything to celebrate but....that also means that I've gone ONE YEAR WITHOUT A CIGARETTE!!! Go me!
Anyways just wanted to check in.
Newbies - keep going. It gets better. It just takes time.
Tad
Currently: M 57 XW 58 Sons 39,34,32,30
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
