Boy it's hard to see it that way, but I know what you mean.
You will get there and soon you will come back here and start to help others. Its just a matter of time and listening to the advice given to you, sometimes I believe this site is better than IC.
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20