Jim, sorry brother. I know this is not where you want to be. Remember Andy Dufresne from Shawshank Redemption? Dude had to crawl through 500 yards of the foulest smelling substances to get to where he wants to be.

View the D process as the journey, NOT THE DESTINATION! D may be your sewer pipe that gets you to where you eventually want to be.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018