Journaling

So I am 21 months into this

And w is trying to re engage as Home Maker

This is generally good and she is helping again

Trouble is kids and I have gotten used to her disengagement

We can cook and clean and do laundry and everything else without her

Issue is we do not do things the way she wants them done

The food is not good enough

The house is not clean enough

She critiques my parenting

Exhausting



D returned from college

And she does not know how to deal with w

There is heavy tension but I am trying to stay out of it

But am concerned it will explode before long



Generally feeling good about life

Work is good

Kids are better

Hitting the gym regularly

Lost my winter weight

Looking forward to beach season


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving