H has set up an appointment for mediation tomorrow. i know it is not the end but i cant stop the drowning sensation building in me, I am going in to just listen what he has to say and if he divulges anything that he has not told me before. is there still hope at this point? He claims to want the children for half the time. L says he may get upto 40% custody with D3 and lesser with D6 months but I do not want to split the children, they are all the consistent family they will have. So he may end up getting 40% with both. He was all set to move out but has decided to stay until the D finalizes and even after wards live at the marital home until it is sold and we all move out of state to a new place. His L probably told him to stay with kids if he wants shared custody. I am trying but it is hard to be cheerful in front of him now, and limited GAL but I try taking the children out as much as I can. Doing 180s but nothing seems to affect him. How do I proceed? How do i keep hope alive?
