I believe I can unconditionally forgive her EA and learn to love her ten times better than either of us have ever been loved before. I am willing to do anything and am doing everything I can whilst following the Ding principals. Why hasn t she given me a chance to even discuss our M or R yet?
The big thing here is learning to detach. You are still focused on her and the relationship. You need to let that go and focus on yourself and your kids. I'm not saying that is easy to do, far from it, and I am still trying to do so myself as well. I think the WW can just sense the efforts we make and that continues to push them away. Are you NC?
In any case, hang in there. You are right about patience. You will probably never need more of it in your life. Things will get better as you continue to focus on yourself and GAL.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
