And still struggling 2

[Jim1234]

I am absolutely freakin' miserable.

We went to mediation again today, and looked over the draft divorce decree (I guess that's what it's called.) typed up by our mediator. We agreed on everything, but we still have to work out the money. W is still figuring out the dollar value of stock issued to her by her company, and we have to get current assessments on our houses, and then we can divide up the assets. That part shouldn't be difficult; I don't care which half I get as long as I get half.

But, I am just miserable. Seeing it in black and white crushed me. I was able to hold it together in the meeting, but I'm weeping at the keyboard, and am overwhelmed with sadness. I'm sure it will pass eventually, but right now I just want to curl up in a ball in a dark room.