This time next week is my birthday. I will be 48 years old.

I'm starting to feel utterly disgusted with the way I was treated (perhaps also the way I **allowed** myself to be treated).

I actually feel like I'm going to throw up.

Perhaps I'm finally feeling angry with my XH.

It's taken this long.

I'm so glad I don't have to have anything more to do with him, or any of his drunken family.

Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017