What up board. Having a real down day today. Just sad overall. Not sure what came over me. W emailed me about taking her name off some accounts; and some final financial stuff and I guess it just brought up old hurt.

I had a great GAL yesterday and my mind was free. Today I have some stuff planned for today to keep my mind occupied; but I keep thinking about her. Not even thinking about reconciliation; because I know that ship has sailed - just thinking about starting this whole love thing over again and losing half my friends; half my family; and the woman I spent my whole adult life with....

Just venting I guess.

M:30 W:28
T:9 MR:2.5
NoKids
Seperation 1: 9/16-12/16
Move back in: 1/17
BD: 8/15
She moved out: 9/1