My WAS - looking help and thanks in advance

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MF'n heated right now. My sister just showed me a pic WW and OM on snapchat. Just needed to vent. Obviously I wish I would have really hurt this guy when I confronted this situation. I could have too. He could be prepared for it and it wouldn't make even a little difference.

I want to do about a million visceral, vain reactions to make her look like [censored]. Hopefully her sister sees this stuff and sends it along to mom and dad. I'm done being the tattletale. I remember her dad telling me that WW "would never do anything like that" when expressed concern that there might be someone else. I already knew, but didn't want to come out and say it yet.

But to hell with cleaning up one more dish or validating an idea. Want to be a whore? Well guess what? That's wrong. She hasn't even filed for D or separation...2.5 months in after BD, why hasn't she filed? She actually suggested that we trade in our nice vehicle for a lesser vehicle so that we could have more wiggle room on the loan. Why in the holy hell would I buy another vehicle with her? Totally living in lala land.

I don't believe in divorce. I believe this is a hard time, one of the hard times I agreed to be true through. But god dang if divorce isn't tempting right now.