Is this really happening?

[Davide]

When you want to call him, write here instead.
When you want to call him, call a good friend whose shoulder you can cry on.
When you want to call him, start doing some exercise.

You need to have crutches to lean on in those moments of weakness. Just find what works best for you.

Stay strong! This about more than just your relationship with your husband, this is about you taking control of your own life.