MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART VII

[ItHurts]

Hmmmm very interesting perspectives here. Firstly yes I do have a lot of fun with Sue. We've always had fun together. Although we have gone beyind friendship in the past, we are just friends now. But yes she is a lot of fun to hang out with so that's why I wanted to take her. We've been friends since high school. So I asked Sue to go because she's gone with me in the past and we had an amazing time. Yes I have posted pics with Sue before as well as other women before I was in a committed relationship with Mary for a couple years. Then my posts were basically just typical posts of things Mary and I used to do as WAW was not really in my head at that time like she is now again. So yes in the past there have been photos of women on my page but also pics with my guy friends too.

WAW is still into the band. She had complained during my first visit with her that she didn't have any of their DvDs... that I had them all. So that's why I brought some DVDs over to her last Saturday and we watched a couple of them. She wanted to borrow a couple of them so I left some with her. So yes she still loves the band. Her reason for not going to see them in 4 years was that she "wasn't ready for that." That's when I asked her and she seemed unsure. So I didn't push the issue.
However even if WAW didn't like them anymore it wouldn't be a big deal to me. We certainly aren't defined by a band...it was just a ritual of sorts for us to go see them.

Having said that, I do see your points here. Maybe I'm just putting too much planning into this. I think what I need to do is just go about this the same way I did the past 4 years when I went and saw the band. Just go and have fun. It seems I may be backsliding a bit in my thoughts on this. Too much focus on WAW and not enough focus on how much great fun I'm going to have no matter who I go with.

So here's my plan...I'm not making one. I'm going to the concert and having a blast...just like I have the past 4 years.
My pics and videos from the show will be limited and only of the event itself so I can enjoy the memories made for myself.
I refuse to spiral out of control over a concert. It is ridiculous. I think it's best not to make a big deal about it anyway. I'll post the normal types of pics people post from concerts and that's it. I'm not going to turn my post into a "hey WAW look at me having fun with some other girl at the show. Too bad you didn't come" type of thing. I am very much looking forward to the show no matter who is with me.
Thanks everyone for bringing me back down to Earth before I did something pathetic and stupid. I truly appreciate your remarks everyone.